some of you know my mom had surgery last week for abnormal cells on her cervix. today she got a call saying she needed to come in Tuesday because the doctor wanted to talk to her face to face about her results. we know that’s not good because the doctor told her if things were fine, she didn’t need to see her for six weeks. now i’m really worried because it’s obviously something bad.

most of you know i lost my grandfather last year to cancer and took care of him for two months while he was on hospice, until the day he passed. i’m freaking out because i don’t know that i’m strong enough to go through that again. don’t take that the wrong way, of course if something’s wrong i’ll be there for my mom through everything. i just mean that we all just went through this, we are all fragile and it’s scary to think of doing it all over again, possibly. so, please keep her in your thoughts and/or prayers? thank you.